Waka--Hiyoshi.... *sighs* I'm fine. Really. Just...I think I'm going to isolate myself for a bit. Don't worry about it, Hiyoshi.

So we are formal all over again are we?

Fine...let me know when you need me....if you do.

Sorry to worry Ibu

I...no...we're not formal, I don't want to be formal with you, I just....

Damn! I can't talk...not here. Not about this.

Yeah, I'm a fucking idiot. I am well aware of this. I...Hiyo...Wakashi...you know I need you, I just.... You should hate me. You know you should.

Don't be sorry about worrying.

I'm sorry, Wakashi.

Well...whatever.

I will just stop since it seems to be bothering you.

You will talk when you are ready....if you can't find me call. I get crappy reception in the work out room.

I don't hate friends. Ever.

It "bothers" me that this conversation is in stilted comments. It "bothers" me that I'm afraid of losing you, for good reason. It "bothers" me that I've made you so upset and angry.

I...if you got my emai, I hope that sheds some light on some things. It really is my fault and I'm sorry, and...


I want to talk to you. I just don't know if you want to talk to me.

You should hate me, for that.

I got it...

It's my fault and not yours.

I will be here when you need me. I will let you ....do whatever it is you need to do Ibu-san.

I won't bother you anymore until you are ready.

Wakashi...you....

YOU ARE A MORON!!!

I swear...you better be where I think you are, because I'm heading over there, and I'm hsaking some sense into you, and yes, you may be the martial arts expert, but I'll still hand your ass to you if I have to!

And if you call me "Ibu-san" one more time....

The door is locked Ibu-san.

after all you are in isolation and I am not in the mood to watch you beat yourself up over something that isn't your fault.

See you when I see you Ibu-san.

I am free after 6 on MWF, after 3 on Tuesdays and after 7 on Thursdays (lab). Classes don't start until 11 for me. Maybe we should consider relocating to the penthouse soon.

I am thinking. I just....I think I got spoiled being with you so much. Now sleeping alone is just ....lonely.

I know I sound girly....but still....*sighs*

And with us both being so bust at the moment just adds to the crappiness. Maybe we should talk more about relocating at summer.

Summer has come and gone, Wakashi, but if you wish to wait until next year we will.

I find myself longing for more time with you as well, Wakashi. It doesn't make you girly and it makes me feel better that I'm not the only one missing our time together.

I just want...everything to be....right. If that makes sense.

*flushes*

And I miss you more now that I know you miss me too. Besides, without you here I don't have a pillow when I read my chatpers. You are comforting.

It does. It's why we waited so long to take the last step we did. It's fine for us to move a little slower than others are.

If you want I can come over in the evenings and we can do our homework together. At least then we'll be together.

We do move slow....and it was the right time for us.

I would like that. I do have a roommate now...one that is actually around. But he is nice. and I don't think us lounging on my bed in our studying position will bother him much.

If he would be bothered we will move our study session over to my dorm. Tachibana is rarely around anymore, after all.

Um....you can drop it off at my place, or if you're out now you can bring it to Yuushi's. Or if you want I can pick it up. I don't want you to have to drag it all over the place. Knowing your mother, it's going to be huge.

I don't know what time I'm leaving here. I have to wait for my clothes to dry. I borrowed some of Fuji's clothes for the practice with Sen's girls today. They're not as big as Yuushi's (thank god. I was swimming in his clothes).

I hope I don't have to sneak out. It'd upset Yuushi, but I don't know if he'd let me leave. I need to get back to my room. I need to get ready for school. I need.....

Sorry, I'm rambling. I'll stop now.